Thursday, February 10, 2011

Quick Thoughts

Because of my training for the marathon, I need to head to bed early enough to get up at 5am so I can't write much but I have been working on a blog entry about my running from yesterday. It's long but going to be good. As for today... something that has been on my mind is this idea of scarcity vs abundant. This mindset of scarcity has ruled me most of my life and it seems to be in a lot of people. Why is it that we are afraid to step out trust our brilliance within us? I know for me, it's taken time and at the same time I am soo grateful for the major shifts that have happened in my life that I see things differently.

2 days ago, I found out that I have another really serious break out of Candida. It's bad and it's been bad for about 2 months now. So my wonderful homeopathic doctor has got me on all kinds of stuff as well as has me now only eating 1 fruit a day. Because of the candida and the fact I just started my marathon training I have had to make some adjustments to my food plan. Back in the days.. I think I would  have freaked out about making any changes to the plan but today because of all the work I have done on my recovery.. it's no big deal. I just make the changes and check my results on Monday when I weigh in next. I LOVE THAT. It is going to take about 3 months for me to get this horrible candida out of my system. It wasn't until after I went hot tubing the other night and ended up in the middle of the night awake and scratching my back so badly did I finally get willing to go see my homeo (aka Homeopathic) about it. See.. it's just information to me that I still struggle with taking care of  myself especially when it comes to things like this.

Tomorrow I head to Salt Lake to do a 2 day workshop on LifeVision. This is where we get really clear on what we want to accomplish in our lives. I am sooo excited about all the many people who have been brought into my life that are great examples to me. I get to spend the next 2 days with 2 incredible people Kevin Hall and Ann Webb. I am very much looking forward to it.

So sorry I don't have my running blog completed but just thought I would check in the many of you that are reading this on a daily basis. You are all just amazing people. I have to admit when I hear from you whether it's in person, over the phone or email that you read my blogs daily it's kind of strange but I want you to know that writing this daily has been a great blessing to me as I know many of you struggle with the very same things I have for many years. All I desire is to share the message that there is hope and that each and everyone of you is unique in your own way and have a great purpose here on earth to accomplish.

My purpose came to me recently and I have to say that it's hard at times to stay focused on that purpose and not allow others to pull me off center. It's getting to the point that there are a lot of opportunities coming my way but I have to decide which ones are aligned with my soul purpose which is truly to inspire others. Thank you for reading.. thank you for allowing me to share my inspiration with you... thank you for having the courage to step out and make changes in your life.... thank you for being you!

1 comment:

  1. Becky Dear,
    Can you go into a little more detail on no sugar/flour? I'm curious about what has lead you to that (besides the candida, or is that the motivator?) Was it recommended by your homeopathic dr? What research have you found about it. Share your knowledge please! I have a few other friends that are going that route for different reasons, which I find very interesting, so I'd like to get your take on it.

    Love ya Becky!

    PS - I love your posts each day!